My Secret Admirer’s World

As I stood there, still in a daze from Seline’s kiss, I couldn’t help but wonder how I had found myself at her apartment, surrounded by her friends, all of whom were gay. It was as if I had stumbled into a different world, one where being attracted to the same sex was the norm.

“Is everyone here gay?” I asked Seline, my voice barely above a whisper.

“Well, I don’t like to label people,” she replied with a giggle, “but yes, gay, lesbian, or bi. But yes, everyone.” She looked straight at me and said, “but yes, everyone.”

I felt a rush of excitement mixed with a hint of embarrassment as I realized that Seline had known about my secret all along. “How did you know?” I stammered.

“It takes one to know one,” Seline said with a wink. “And it’s also how you look at me.”

I looked at her, unsure of what to say, but Seline just smiled and pulled me in for another kiss. This time, it was even more intense than the first, and I felt my knees buckle beneath me.

“So it seems like you and I are the only ones without dates,” I said, trying to catch my breath.

“Not true, darling,” Seline replied, her eyes sparkling with mischief. “You are my date.”

Seline’s words sent a shiver down my spine as I realized that I was actually on a date with the most beautiful woman I had ever laid eyes on. And as we stood there, wrapped in each other’s arms, I knew that this was just the beginning of a night I would never forget.

As the evening wore on, I found myself feeling more and more at ease among Seline’s friends. There was Chad and Tom, who had been together for ten years and were both architects. Barry and Jack had been together for four years, with Barry working as a radio DJ for a Jazz station and Jack as a lawyer. Rudy and Robert were both in advertising, while Liam and Gram had been together for a long time and were expecting a baby through a rather unconventional method.

“Did you use some sort of artificial insemination to get pregnant?” I asked Crystal, who was now pregnant with Liam and Gram’s baby.

“Oh no, we did it the old fashioned way,” Crystal replied with a smile. “Gram and I are both bisexual, so Jen and Liam let us scratch that itch when we need to.”

As I listened to Crystal’s story, I couldn’t help but feel a sense of wonder at the complexity of relationships and the different ways that people loved and lived together.

“So Gram got you pregnant?” I asked, my curiosity getting the better of me.

“We don’t know,” Crystal said with a laugh. “Liam and Gram both tag-teamed me for a month until I was confirmed pregnant.”

I looked at Seline, who was watching me with a knowing smile, and felt a sense of excitement and possibility.

As the night wore on, I found myself feeling more and more at home among Seline’s friends, and I knew that this was just the beginning of a journey that would change me in ways I never thought possible.

Seline’s eyes sparkled as she led me deeper into the apartment, her hand brushing against mine. “You see the two sets of double doors in the middle of the room? That’s their apartment,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper.

“Yes, we usually come in here to watch movies,” Gram said, her voice carrying from the other side of the room.

“If you’re here in the morning, we all gather in Seline’s kitchen for coffee,” Jen chimed in, a sly grin spreading across her face.

“Seline was a barista for a couple of years, so she makes the best coffee,” Gram added, a touch of pride in her voice.

“I just throw a Folgers in the Keurig and drink it on the way,” I said, feeling a bit self-conscious about my coffee-making skills.

Seline made a retching sound, and everyone jumped up to leave. “I will make you a real cup of coffee, and you will promise me to never drink that swill again,” Seline said, her eyes flashing with amusement.

“Sit,” she commanded, her voice firm but playful. I sat down, feeling a bit wide-eyed and unsure of what was happening.

Seline walked across the room into the kitchen and soon returned with a coffee cup, handing it to me with a flourish. “Drink that, darling, and experience what coffee should taste like,” she said, her eyes sparkling with mischief.

I looked into the coffee cup, and there was a heart in the middle. I took a sip, and the temperature was perfect – hot, but not hot enough to burn my tongue. The flavor was delicious, with a hint of sweetness and not a hint of bitterness.

“Ummm, it’s delicious,” I said, feeling a bit awestruck by the experience.

Seline smiled, her eyes shining with pleasure, and sat back down next to me. This time, she slipped her arm around me, and we sat there cuddled up together, feeling a sense of ease and comfort.

As we sat there, I noticed that Gram and Liam were cuddled up together, and so were Jen and Crystal. We all sat and talked a while longer before Jen yawned and said she was tired and going to bed.

“Lesley, it was a pleasure meeting you,” Jen said, smiling at me from across the room.

“I hope to see you again soon,” she added, before giving me a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

Gram and Liam came over to give me a hug and an air kiss, and Crystal shut the door between the apartments and gave me a wink.

Seline and I stood there for a moment, our arms around each other’s waist, before I spoke up. “Well, I guess that’s my cue to get going as well,” I said, feeling a bit reluctant to leave.

“Please don’t leave, darling,” Seline said, her voice low and husky. “Stay with me, I promise you won’t be disappointed.”

“Seline, I… I’ve never done this before,” I said, feeling a bit nervous and unsure.

“I have been attracted to you since we first met,” Seline said, her eyes burning with intensity. “I could never be disappointed, chérie. Come, I will guide you, and you will not be disappointed.”

Seline took my hand and guided me to her bedroom, a warm smile spreading across her face. The bedroom was huge, with a king-sized bed in the center of the room. In one corner was a hot tub that looked out on the balcony, and in the other corner was a large glass shower that also looked out on the balcony.

Seline guided me to stand next to the bed, then turned to stare into my eyes. A deep connection now made, she moved in slowly and pressed her soft lips to mine.

We kissed slowly at first, gently rubbing our hands up and down each other’s backs. The intensity picked up as she sucked my tongue into her mouth. Without warning, Seline broke our kiss and pulled my dress up and over my head.

I stood there in my white bra and pantie set, feeling a bit exposed but also exhilarated. Seline’s breath quickened with my own as she seemed to drink in my body with her eyes.

She moved back in and pressed her lips to mine again, more confident now. I returned the kiss with the same intensity, our tongues swirling around our mouths as Seline’s hands freely roamed over my body.

Her hands slid down to my ass and into my panties, squeezing a handful of each cheek. I moaned into her mouth as she squeezed. Then she slid my panties down, and they dropped to my ankles. Next, she undid my bra and pulled it down and off my arms.

She pushed me back on the bed, and to my delight, she quickly shed her clothing and crawled onto the bed next to me.

She kissed me again as her hands started roaming freely over my body. Seline broke our kiss and kissed down my cheek to my ear.

I sucked in a deep breath as she took the lobe into her mouth and bit it lightly. She released my lobe and whispered in my ear, “I’m going to make love to you now, dear Lesley. I want you to be loud, I want you to scream, I want you to let the whole world know you feel.”

Seline blew warm air across my ear and sucked the lobe into her mouth. Her fingers started to caress my left breast. My breathing quickened as she ran her tongue across my neck to the top of my right breast.

She kissed my breast all around, getting closer and closer to my nipple. She finally sucked the nipple into her mouth and flicked her tongue across it and sent a jolt of ecstasy across my body.

My nipples are small but very sensitive as she spent time on each. I lost myself in the simple pleasure of having my breasts suckled. I felt like I was on the edge of a cliff but couldn’t jump when she continued down my body.

As her mouth reached my mound, she pinched both of my nipples tight and pulled. The effect sent another jolt through my body, and I screamed out, “OH YES, Seline, yes!”

She began kissing around my sex, and breathed warm air across my vulva. I could feel the wetness escape and run to my rosy hole.

Seline ran her tongue through my slit, parting my folds. She then ran her tongue in circles around my clit before sucking it into her mouth.

I screamed out, “Oh, YES, YES, OH PLEASE DON’T…Oh, O,” as I fell into the abyss and grabbed Seline by the head. I thrust my sex hard against her face as I came with the first orgasm I had ever experienced with another person.

I don’t know how long I lay there before I opened my eyes. Seline was now lying next to me, stroking my hair.

“Oh, Seline, that was… amazing. I feel so complete right now,” I said, feeling a bit dazed and overwhelmed.

“Can you show me how?” I asked, feeling a bit shy but also curious.

“Yes, chérie, in time, for now, this is just for you mon amour,” Seline said, smiling at me with a warm and gentle smile.

I fell into a deep sleep with Seline cuddled up next to me and woke in the morning to the sunshine streaming through the wall of glass.

Seline was gone, but a thin robe with a rose laid across it was on the edge of the bed.

I put the robe on and sleepily walked into the kitchen to hear applause from Liam, Crystal, Gram, and Jen.

Seline appeared in front of me, shushing the others and handed me a cup of coffee. She lightly kissed my lips and said, “Good morning, chérie.”

I moved in with Seline the following week, feeling a sense of excitement and anticipation for what the future held.